Trying to make myself happy and peaceful at all times is very important. So,to make me happy and peaceful while doing my responsibilities, I made myself accept the reality of my situation and stop telling myself the SHOULDs that other people tell me. Honestly, they really do not know the real situation, the things that happened and are happening. So, how can they possibly tell me what I SHOULD do, SHOULD have, SHOULD ask and most of all SHOULD be.
Taking time to talk to myself is my utmost responsibility. Talking to myself entails that I should talk to MYSELF. Not imagining someone talking to me. But, finding a way to search within me, letting go of the real me inside and asking me what is it that I want and what I should do. Amazingly, I realized, I don’t really want and need much. I just want to be able to rest, be happy, healthy and peaceful . The problems and worries I have are not about me.. It’s more about others. What they thought, might feel and what they will say about me. Should I really care? But others told me I should. What should I say to myself? Let me go... Let me be me... Let me live in this world seeing, feeling and sensing everything in a way I want it to .. Not for anyone else.. Only me
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