Resolutions

The primary reason why I created this blog site is to improve myself. That is to make myself more peaceful. My mind is admittedly so chaotic. I am now ready to admit to myself, that I have ADD. It's Attention Deficit Disorder. I thought it was more like bipolar. But as I had researched, it was more aggressive and destructive type.

So, I decided to just take one day at a time. Writing my thoughts as I had been doing with this blog, help me a lot to focus. Taking one day at a time, help me focus on what are the most important things I had to accomplish in a day. As I have a lot of thoughts every second, I forgot to do much of the most essential responsibilities I have to do. 

Another resolution, is to love and be happy of all the blessings that I have right now. I had been thinking of all the things I wanted, that I so blind not to see these wonderful people and things that love and surround me everyday. 

Lastly, I had to forget all hurtful past events. What is most important is what is happening to me right now.

Daily Life

Much of my 40-years of existence, I was worrying so much of what will happen to me, my family, love ones, country, planet and almost all the things that surround me. But I always found myself, regretting why I was not able to enjoy events or simple moments that I am now craving for. Like, moments of playing with my babies, talking with my deceased parents,  romantic moments with my husband, and so many other freely accessible instances in my life. 

I had been so preoccupied of what WILL happen.. that I missed so many wonderful things that are happening..

Well, as always, since I believe, I'm still quite young, I am now starting to meditate and think of what really matters to me and enjoy every wonderful moments happening in my daily life.